22, 1 degree, no job (but f*ck it)

And what if my dreams are simple
and/or
not like other people’s dreams,
or worse, too much the same?
Is a dream a dream if it is
obtainable?
And what if
I can predict
that when I achieve a dream I’ll only
be grateful for a few weeks,
or even days before a new craze
is in me?
The hills and downs of my ravines could scare me to death
or worse, to desire it -the end that is-
But.
I don’t take straight lines in many ways I go rounds and round meandering,
stagnating even in oxbow lakes:
But, in the mean time, how do I wait?
what to do in the mean time
what to do to make the mean time,
kinder for me, on me,
what to do but dream, and dream?